{"id":1048,"date":"2011-12-04T23:00:08","date_gmt":"2011-12-05T03:00:08","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.darkfluidity.com\/?p=1048"},"modified":"2011-12-04T23:00:08","modified_gmt":"2011-12-05T03:00:08","slug":"self-portrait-4952","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.darkfluidity.com\/?p=1048","title":{"rendered":"Self Portrait 49\/52"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img alt=\"Me.\" title=\"Me.\" src=\"http:\/\/farm8.staticflickr.com\/7158\/6457098191_82abde5599.jpg\" \/><\/p>\n<p>The Raven<br \/>\nEdgar Allan Poe<br \/>\n1845<\/p>\n<p>Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered weak and weary,<br \/>\nOver many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore,<br \/>\nWhile I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping,<br \/>\nAs of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door.<br \/>\n`&#8217;Tis some visitor,&#8217; I muttered, `tapping at my chamber door &#8211;<br \/>\nOnly this, and nothing more.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December,<br \/>\nAnd each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor.<br \/>\nEagerly I wished the morrow; &#8211; vainly I had sought to borrow<br \/>\nFrom my books surcease of sorrow &#8211; sorrow for the lost Lenore &#8211;<br \/>\nFor the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels named Lenore &#8211;<br \/>\nNameless here for evermore.<\/p>\n<p>And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain<br \/>\nThrilled me &#8211; filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before;<br \/>\nSo that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating<br \/>\n`&#8217;Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door &#8211;<br \/>\nSome late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door; &#8211;<br \/>\nThis it is, and nothing more,&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Presently my soul grew stronger; hesitating then no longer,<br \/>\n`Sir,&#8217; said I, `or Madam, truly your forgiveness I implore;<br \/>\nBut the fact is I was napping, and so gently you came rapping,<br \/>\nAnd so faintly you came tapping, tapping at my chamber door,<br \/>\nThat I scarce was sure I heard you&#8217; &#8211; here I opened wide the door; &#8211;<br \/>\nDarkness there, and nothing more.<\/p>\n<p>Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering, fearing,<br \/>\nDoubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before;<br \/>\nBut the silence was unbroken, and the darkness gave no token,<br \/>\nAnd the only word there spoken was the whispered word, `Lenore!&#8217;<br \/>\nThis I whispered, and an echo murmured back the word, `Lenore!&#8217;<br \/>\nMerely this and nothing more.<\/p>\n<p>Back into the chamber turning, all my soul within me burning,<br \/>\nSoon again I heard a tapping somewhat louder than before.<br \/>\n`Surely,&#8217; said I, `surely that is something at my window lattice;<br \/>\nLet me see then, what thereat is, and this mystery explore &#8211;<br \/>\nLet my heart be still a moment and this mystery explore; &#8211;<br \/>\n&#8216;Tis the wind and nothing more!&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Open here I flung the shutter, when, with many a flirt and flutter,<br \/>\nIn there stepped a stately raven of the saintly days of yore.<br \/>\nNot the least obeisance made he; not a minute stopped or stayed he;<br \/>\nBut, with mien of lord or lady, perched above my chamber door &#8211;<br \/>\nPerched upon a bust of Pallas just above my chamber door &#8211;<br \/>\nPerched, and sat, and nothing more.<\/p>\n<p>Then this ebony bird beguiling my sad fancy into smiling,<br \/>\nBy the grave and stern decorum of the countenance it wore,<br \/>\n`Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou,&#8217; I said, `art sure no craven.<br \/>\nGhastly grim and ancient raven wandering from the nightly shore &#8211;<br \/>\nTell me what thy lordly name is on the Night&#8217;s Plutonian shore!&#8217;<br \/>\nQuoth the raven, `Nevermore.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Much I marvelled this ungainly fowl to hear discourse so plainly,<br \/>\nThough its answer little meaning &#8211; little relevancy bore;<br \/>\nFor we cannot help agreeing that no living human being<br \/>\nEver yet was blessed with seeing bird above his chamber door &#8211;<br \/>\nBird or beast above the sculptured bust above his chamber door,<br \/>\nWith such name as `Nevermore.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>But the raven, sitting lonely on the placid bust, spoke only,<br \/>\nThat one word, as if his soul in that one word he did outpour.<br \/>\nNothing further then he uttered &#8211; not a feather then he fluttered &#8211;<br \/>\nTill I scarcely more than muttered `Other friends have flown before &#8211;<br \/>\nOn the morrow he will leave me, as my hopes have flown before.&#8217;<br \/>\nThen the bird said, `Nevermore.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Startled at the stillness broken by reply so aptly spoken,<br \/>\n`Doubtless,&#8217; said I, `what it utters is its only stock and store,<br \/>\nCaught from some unhappy master whom unmerciful disaster<br \/>\nFollowed fast and followed faster till his songs one burden bore &#8211;<br \/>\nTill the dirges of his hope that melancholy burden bore<br \/>\nOf &#8220;Never-nevermore.&#8221;&#8216;<\/p>\n<p>But the raven still beguiling all my sad soul into smiling,<br \/>\nStraight I wheeled a cushioned seat in front of bird and bust and door;<br \/>\nThen, upon the velvet sinking, I betook myself to linking<br \/>\nFancy unto fancy, thinking what this ominous bird of yore &#8211;<br \/>\nWhat this grim, ungainly, ghastly, gaunt, and ominous bird of yore<br \/>\nMeant in croaking `Nevermore.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>This I sat engaged in guessing, but no syllable expressing<br \/>\nTo the fowl whose fiery eyes now burned into my bosom&#8217;s core;<br \/>\nThis and more I sat divining, with my head at ease reclining<br \/>\nOn the cushion&#8217;s velvet lining that the lamp-light gloated o&#8217;er,<br \/>\nBut whose velvet violet lining with the lamp-light gloating o&#8217;er,<br \/>\nShe shall press, ah, nevermore!<\/p>\n<p>Then, methought, the air grew denser, perfumed from an unseen censer<br \/>\nSwung by Seraphim whose foot-falls tinkled on the tufted floor.<br \/>\n`Wretch,&#8217; I cried, `thy God hath lent thee &#8211; by these angels he has sent thee<br \/>\nRespite &#8211; respite and nepenthe from thy memories of Lenore!<br \/>\nQuaff, oh quaff this kind nepenthe, and forget this lost Lenore!&#8217;<br \/>\nQuoth the raven, `Nevermore.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>`Prophet!&#8217; said I, `thing of evil! &#8211; prophet still, if bird or devil! &#8211;<br \/>\nWhether tempter sent, or whether tempest tossed thee here ashore,<br \/>\nDesolate yet all undaunted, on this desert land enchanted &#8211;<br \/>\nOn this home by horror haunted &#8211; tell me truly, I implore &#8211;<br \/>\nIs there &#8211; is there balm in Gilead? &#8211; tell me &#8211; tell me, I implore!&#8217;<br \/>\nQuoth the raven, `Nevermore.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>`Prophet!&#8217; said I, `thing of evil! &#8211; prophet still, if bird or devil!<br \/>\nBy that Heaven that bends above us &#8211; by that God we both adore &#8211;<br \/>\nTell this soul with sorrow laden if, within the distant Aidenn,<br \/>\nIt shall clasp a sainted maiden whom the angels named Lenore &#8211;<br \/>\nClasp a rare and radiant maiden, whom the angels named Lenore?&#8217;<br \/>\nQuoth the raven, `Nevermore.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>`Be that word our sign of parting, bird or fiend!&#8217; I shrieked upstarting &#8211;<br \/>\n`Get thee back into the tempest and the Night&#8217;s Plutonian shore!<br \/>\nLeave no black plume as a token of that lie thy soul hath spoken!<br \/>\nLeave my loneliness unbroken! &#8211; quit the bust above my door!<br \/>\nTake thy beak from out my heart, and take thy form from off my door!&#8217;<br \/>\nQuoth the raven, `Nevermore.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>And the raven, never flitting, still is sitting, still is sitting<br \/>\nOn the pallid bust of Pallas just above my chamber door;<br \/>\nAnd his eyes have all the seeming of a demon&#8217;s that is dreaming,<br \/>\nAnd the lamp-light o&#8217;er him streaming throws his shadow on the floor;<br \/>\nAnd my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floor<br \/>\nShall be lifted &#8211; nevermore!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<div class=\"mh-excerpt\"><p>The Raven Edgar Allan Poe 1845 Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of <a class=\"mh-excerpt-more\" href=\"http:\/\/www.darkfluidity.com\/?p=1048\" title=\"Self Portrait 49\/52\">[&#8230;]<\/a><\/p>\n<\/div>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[7,1,8],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.darkfluidity.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1048"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.darkfluidity.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.darkfluidity.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.darkfluidity.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.darkfluidity.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1048"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.darkfluidity.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1048\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.darkfluidity.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1048"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.darkfluidity.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1048"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.darkfluidity.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1048"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}