{"id":1127,"date":"2013-02-16T11:39:43","date_gmt":"2013-02-16T15:39:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.darkfluidity.com\/?p=1127"},"modified":"2013-02-16T11:46:11","modified_gmt":"2013-02-16T15:46:11","slug":"inkstains-day-33-44","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.darkfluidity.com\/?p=1127","title":{"rendered":"InkStains: Day 33 &#8211; 44"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Most days, I have no idea what I&#8217;m going to write about until I get the Moleskine open in front of me and the fountain pen in my hand. Some days, I have an idea, or the briefest of ideas. Ultimately, these stories are coming out a lot more like poetry&#8211;brief images, straight-forward plots, some twists, but nothing immense. Most stories have been told in a single scene. There&#8217;s a fable-like quality, I think, running through them, so sometimes the stories aren&#8217;t functioning in quite the way stories usually function, in that they have their laser focus and nothing else matters. They&#8217;re very streamlined &#8212; and since that&#8217;s often the way I write, anyhow, there&#8217;s a chance some are too streamlined.<\/p>\n<p>I have to admit, I think a few of these are rather pale, especially compared to the others. I said to M that none of these feel like my usual stories; but I&#8217;ve read a bunch of them aloud to her, and she insists they are.<\/p>\n<p>The overriding theme, of course, is me. InkStains contains <em>Stories From the Mind and Pen of John Urbancik<\/em>. There&#8217;s no better way to describe them.<\/p>\n<p>The challenge, of course, is <em>Time<\/em>. I knew it would be. It&#8217;s not acceptable to write a piece of a story today and finish it tomorrow (well, it is acceptable, but it wouldn&#8217;t be an InkStains story that way). With recent changes in my day job (I&#8217;ve taken on more responsibility, at least on a temporary basis, so my role and therefore my hours have shifted dramatically), my schedule has twisted into something unrecognizable. I can sleep later most mornings, but I no longer have a four-day work week, and theoretically I&#8217;m always on call.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve written several stories on my lunch hour. I wander the parking lots and grounds outside my office building, find a table at which to write, and write away.<\/p>\n<p><img title=\"InkStains\" alt=\"InkStains\" src=\"http:\/\/25.media.tumblr.com\/c0dd4f3372bdb1d11c0bb9a8f5314afe\/tumblr_mi2laclBYj1r8njgjo1_500.jpg\" \/><\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve also been writing after dinner, and of course on weekends, theoretically, my time should be more my own. And in fact, while today may have a lot stuffed into its hours, Sunday I will maybe go see a movie and then spend most of the day working on a particular story which I&#8217;ve been gestating. See, they don&#8217;t all come without planning.<\/p>\n<p>Some highlights:<\/p>\n<p>For Day 33, I go back to my childhood:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>The alien barbarian hordes are in the woods.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>Day34:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>&#8220;Am I dreaming?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Oh, I wholeheartedly doubt it, though I wouldn&#8217;t completely discount the possibility.&#8221;<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>Day 35 is inspired by a piece of art I got in Sydney:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>Henry reaches the door. It growls and hisses at him.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>Day 36:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>Rising from the snow, shifting with the wind, absorbing the shadows and the light of the moon and the colors of aurora australis, she takes a flesh-based form.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>Day 37 is the first that touches on previously published material. You might recognize the man from <em>Necropolis<\/em>:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>It&#8217;s the spider she sees, not the gentleman assailant in the crisp white tux, not the gentleman assailant with the blood-stained cane.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>Day 38 is written in second person &#8212; and it&#8217;s not the only such story:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>Run.<\/p>\n<p>Run if you can.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>Day 39:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>I have a magic box.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>In Day 40, we learn that libraries contain more than just books:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>Its location was a secret, and it was hidden, but it was not unknown.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>Day 41, because no one likes a 4:30 meeting on a Friday:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>Might as well call in The Conference Room in the Sky.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>Day 42 is one of the shortest thus far, but touches on a familiar InkStains theme:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>The old man laid down a great deal of ink.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>Day 43:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>The music of the universe exploded all around them, a single inarticulate note on an electric violin, as discordant as any note had ever been.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>Day 44 was a brief essay about words and story:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>This piece, for instance, is not strong. I&#8217;m meandering. I&#8217;m leaping blindly between contradictory conclusions.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>I took 15 Feb as one of my off days to celebrate an anniversary. Today, I will write the Day 45 story, and tomorrow promises to be a lengthy bit for Day 46.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve discovered a few things: the fountain pen and Moleskine do, indeed, change the way I approach the story. But so does the fact that I intend for a complete story every day; I generally go for a complete story when I sit, though I&#8217;ve been interrupted a few times. I&#8217;ve never taken a break in the midst of a piece. That may change tomorrow, when I attack a story idea that will, likely, last the whole day. Mainly, I hope I can finish it in a single day; there&#8217;s no way I&#8217;d be able to do it in a single sitting.<\/p>\n<p>Thank you for joining me on this adventure.<\/p>\n<p><img title=\"InkStains\" alt=\"InkStains\" src=\"http:\/\/25.media.tumblr.com\/3a3eb68d8173c9255f003480ff4709ce\/tumblr_mi6ch40ml21r8njgjo1_500.jpg\" \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<div class=\"mh-excerpt\"><p>Most days, I have no idea what I&#8217;m going to write about until I get the Moleskine open in front of me and the fountain <a class=\"mh-excerpt-more\" href=\"http:\/\/www.darkfluidity.com\/?p=1127\" title=\"InkStains: Day 33 &#8211; 44\">[&#8230;]<\/a><\/p>\n<\/div>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[22,1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.darkfluidity.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1127"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.darkfluidity.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.darkfluidity.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.darkfluidity.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.darkfluidity.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1127"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.darkfluidity.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1127\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.darkfluidity.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1127"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.darkfluidity.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1127"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.darkfluidity.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1127"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}