{"id":1137,"date":"2013-04-06T22:15:54","date_gmt":"2013-04-07T02:15:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.darkfluidity.com\/?p=1137"},"modified":"2013-04-06T22:15:54","modified_gmt":"2013-04-07T02:15:54","slug":"inkstains-the-white-moleskine","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.darkfluidity.com\/?p=1137","title":{"rendered":"InkStains: The White Moleskine"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img alt=\"The White Moleskine\" title=\"The White Moleskine\" src=\"http:\/\/farm9.staticflickr.com\/8108\/8625553807_0d4206ae9e.jpg\" \/><\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve been doing this for over three months now. It&#8217;s a lot of writing. I&#8217;ve written until my hand cramped and I thought it&#8217;d never come back to its original shape. I&#8217;ve written deep into the night, during lunch hours, first thing in the morning.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m discovering things about myself.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m exploring new places, venturing outside my normal areas. I&#8217;m writing essays, venturing into science fiction, fantasy quests that take place in the modern world, brief pieces of autobiographia.<\/p>\n<p>And my mind &#8212; my mind is reeling. So many possibilities. So many words. So many ways to twist them and use them. So many lies to tell, and truths to reveal. So many horizons I haven&#8217;t crossed. So many mysteries yet to be solved, riddles to be answers, conundrums to be confounded by.<\/p>\n<p>I write about poets and artists. I write about dreamers. I write about fairies and tigers and gods. I write fables. I write fever dreams and hallucinations. I disguise profundity as foolishness, and pretend at the profound when I&#8217;m merely being foolhardy. I pretend to be clever, even when I am clever.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m awakening not just the writer in me, but the artist and the dreamer and the gypsy and the thief and the magician and the dragon. I am all these things. And I am unleashing myself.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<div class=\"mh-excerpt\"><p>I&#8217;ve been doing this for over three months now. It&#8217;s a lot of writing. I&#8217;ve written until my hand cramped and I thought it&#8217;d never <a class=\"mh-excerpt-more\" href=\"http:\/\/www.darkfluidity.com\/?p=1137\" title=\"InkStains: The White Moleskine\">[&#8230;]<\/a><\/p>\n<\/div>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[22,1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.darkfluidity.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1137"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.darkfluidity.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.darkfluidity.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.darkfluidity.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.darkfluidity.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1137"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.darkfluidity.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1137\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.darkfluidity.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1137"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.darkfluidity.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1137"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.darkfluidity.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1137"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}